capturing my life.....

new beginnings...

2011-08-08T20:22:00.004-06:00

It's clear I haven't been a very good blogger. I started this blog back when my niece, Kate, was either a baby or right before she was born. They were going to have one for their family so I decided to make one for me. It only made sense that it would be called Aunt Emily's Adventures. That was almost 7 years ago.

A lot has happened since then, and this is my latest adventure.

I'm going to be brief on here, but my plan is to write more down about my the next year of my new adventure. I'm not sure if I'll do it here or start a new blog. For now, I'll document here and I'll deal with that later.

About two years ago I was in a decent, challenging, and pretty well paid job. It seemed to be a good fit when I started it, and I really enjoyed what I did. But there came a time when I realized I wasn't happy. After some conversation with my mom, I decided to go back to school to get my Masters Degree in Special Education. I quickly got hired on as a paraprofessional at a local school to work there as I was going through the program (read: good experience). P.S. I'm not sure if I have talked about this or not.... which I suppose I could throw in a few graduation pictures here too... I might just do that. We'll see. It could be it's own post too.

Soooo, back to the story. I quit my salaried job and went to work hourly as a para at a great school. I worked there for two years while earning my MS in Special Education, tested a million times, and completed my teacher certification process. All of this brings me to the next photographs.

I'm about to start my first year teaching. I can go on and on about this, but I am exhausted and I think I'll wait to write when my head is a tad more clear. For now, I'll show you the room I started with and I'll tell you about my cleaning out process.

This is what I started with..... and I have to admit that walking into that room the first time caused me great stress. I sent a text to a friend of mine who is going through the same adventure. I'm pretty sure I said something like "I think I want to cry and run away." I'm also confident that she responded with something like "I know. I think that would be easier for both of us." :) Ha... so, I took a deep breath. Because, running away and crying isn't an option. Well, I suppose there will be tears. And, I have to admit there have already been some tears too. Good tears, I promise. This is a pretty good view of my room. You can't see the wall of cabinets to your left, but it's an overall picture. (I do need to clean my phone camera lens...)

Same room, same day... and this is the SmartBoard (COOL) and my desk area. P.S. I have a Wii to use with my kids as well. I can't wait.

In order for me to fully know what I had in my classroom as far as materials, curriculum, assessments, assistive technology, etc.... I had to clean and organize. For those of you who know me...you know I like to organize. I just moved into a new apartment as well and it's a good example of how I like things to have their own places. The cabinets are opened and ready to be sorted into organized (somewhat) piles on the floor in the center of the room. (These pictures are courtesy of my little sister Ilze, who just so happened to be free to help me in my room. For the record, I couldn't be where I was today without her.)

Another view of the room with the beginnings of the piles. Oh, and the curtains have already been changed to a khaki. I want the room to be peaceful and full of natural items, or natural color scheme. I'm trying to decide if we should have a class pet...and if so, what kind. Any ideas? I'm sure there have to be some...

And this, my dear 3 readers, is a view from my room once all cabinets and drawers have been completely cleaned out. Now... don't panic. I've thrown away lots already, but I have more to do too. This was an initial sort...and I'll go through as much as I can, but I can always put some in a cabinet (to be sorted later) before Meet the Teacher in two days. YIKES! There go my nerves again. I'm so fortunate that I have materials. I've heard so many stories of teachers who walk into a blank room with nothing. I'm thankful I've got what I've got. Now, I could do without the materials from the 70's, including those sheets that went through the lithograph (ditto machine). You know, the one where you wound it up to make copies with that awful blue ink? I remember it as a kid...I think. :) So, I'm purging and organizing. I should have taken another picture before I left tonight. I had moved the shelves into the reading corner, organized all the art supplies, paper supplies, office supplies, and changing supplies. I have a lot to do tomorrow with my literacy manipulatives and match maniplulatives too. I have a million books to sort into their groupings for the reading area and I have to decorate it to look cute too.

So, I'm about the start a new year as a new person in a new role. I'm super excited, ridiculously nervous, but confident and optimistic about my future. I can't wait to be Miss Fritts and help those kids. For the record...I'll be an Autism Resource Teacher. That means I'll have the kiddo's who are somewhere on the spectrum and need a variety of assistance ranging from minimal to a bunch. I can't wait. I'll have all boys on my caseload (for now) and I'm ready. I've got two great paraprofessionals that will be with me and I think it will be just a wonderful first year.

When I get worried about it...I like to remind myself that every teacher has been a first year teacher. I can't wait to get the first one under my belt and see where this road leads me.

That's it for now, but I'll be sure to post more often and I'll let you know if I start a new blog. I have lots to talk about...it's just taking the time to write about it. For now, here's a bullet list for me to remember.

*Floppy Disks
*Laminating Rules
*Multitasking Demands

So I went ahead and added a few more pictures. I added one at the beginning that was just me. And here is one with my siblings. My older brother, younger brother, me, and younger sister. Hooray for finishing my MS degree. Next step, PhD...perhaps? We'll see where this road takes me.

3 years...

2011-02-19T13:04:00.003-06:00

Time flies... so fast.

I was just thinking that it's been three years since Violet has been with me, and it was right around this time. So, I looked up my old blogs and realized it's three years in three days that she left from my foster home to her adoptive home. She's happy and loving it... I'm happy for her.

I missed seeing her around Christmas this year, and need to see her soon.

For now, a superimposed image from 2007 summer and 2010 summer... she's changed, but she's still the same. I love her.

2010-12-12T17:51:00.002-06:00

I don't think I've mentioned it on here yet, but I've started cycling. I wanted to do something to help increase health and get in shape. I love it. I love the friends I've met. I love how I feel. The cold weather now...not so much.

Anyhow, when I started I set a goal to ride in the Breast Cancer Awareness Ride, which was 25 miles. Turns out it was about 32 and a tough ride. Pretty steep hill at the beginning, on the roads and ended up on the trail along the river. Had a great time. Did it. LOVED the feeling of success!

Christmas Photographs in a Snap

2010-12-12T17:17:00.000-06:00

Snapped some quick shots out in the backyard for their Christmas cards....
Not the best, but I think they are pretty darn adorable.

32 Candles

2010-12-12T17:13:00.000-06:00

Happy Birthday to ME!

My goodness, I'm getting old. 32.
Twice the age of the gal on Sixteen Candles.
That's a great movie.

Where's my Jake?

Here's the littlest nephew, Matthew. He makes my heart smile.
Seriously. I've actually been able to really watch him grow up.
Since they now live in Tulsa I get to see them almost weekly.
Beats the few times a year visits to Texas.

I'm loving it. I'm so blessed that they are here!

He loves me.. and he loves kisses.
Don't let him fool you.

Appropriate picture for Aunt Emily's blog...
Aunt Emily and here munchkins.
Kate-6, Will-4, Andrew-2, Matthew-6 months

October Zoo Tales

2010-12-12T17:08:00.000-06:00

I've been so bad at this thing. I think I say that multiple times.
I've thought about starting over with a fresh blog, fresh thoughts.... but I am not quite the blogger I had hoped to be.
I'm thinking I might start one when I begin my own teaching adventures in the classroom.
For now, this is mostly the adventures of Aunt Emily.
That seems to be my most prominent role these days.

And, of course.... the subjects of Aunt Emily.

These were taken in October at the Tulsa Zoo.
Kate and Will were trying to convince Andrew to be a lion!

Of course, we had to throw Matthew in there too! He looks thrilled!

There's the smiling boy... he was 5 months here.

Kate... goofy picture, but fun...

NDSC Convention at Disney!

2010-07-19T10:34:00.000-06:00

As a new Special Education teacher, there is a lot to learn. A lot to know. A lot to do.
It can be overwhelming.
I took the chance and applied for a chance to attend the conference this summer.
The local parent group, DSAT, chose me.
I was honored.
I took my mom with me and we explored Disney for four days.
We didn't actually do the parks, because I was in training all day each day.

However, we had breakfast with Mickey Mouse and went to Downtown Disney each day.
I had a great time and learned a lot.

I am forever changed by what I learned.
I can't even begin to describe it. I will try to write more later.

I can't wait to use my knowledge in the classroom.

And she came to visit..

2010-07-19T10:29:00.000-06:00

It's been two and a half years since Violet came and lived with me while in Foster Care.
She's doing great and is entering the 3rd grade this fall.
She is living with her family and is so loved by all of them.

She had a good time, and so did I. We did a lot of things, but I just picked a few favorite shots.

splash park fun

2010-07-09T19:35:00.000-06:00

I absolutely love the picture of Kate below.
It screams "JOY" to me.
Her face. Her smile. Her eyes. Her arms. Her running legs.
Ah, that made me happy.

the buddy went along too!

2010-07-09T19:31:00.000-06:00

Andrew really wanted to swim too.
He would pull to take off his shirt and shorts.
And his shoes.
He supported his brother and sister.

He had fun.
Kissing his brother too.
Smiling and taking pictures.
I'm glad he likes to do it. It's fun to snap pictures of beautiful children.

proud to be a swimmer...

2010-07-09T19:28:00.000-06:00

Kate took swim lessons too.
She loved it.
One of the pictures below is of her kicking....she's winking her eye. I think that's her way of concentrating.

And, the swam for diving rings. That's a first. We were soooo proud of her.

and he's a swimmer

2010-07-09T19:23:00.000-06:00

Swimming Lesson Fun

Will has been taking swimming lessons for two weeks. I went the last two days to document some of the fun.
I was ready to jump in too.
It's hot inside that place!

his smile melts my heart....

2010-07-05T22:10:00.001-06:00

Aren't his smiles awesome?
Pardon the cell phone shot, but it was too cute to resist.

He's two months old now and just adorable in every way.
He loves the heat and he loves to cuddle.
I love that boy.

and it's real...i'm certified.

2010-06-29T19:05:00.002-06:00

a year ago i never would have imagined i'd be where i am today.
i wouldn't change THAT for the world.

i'm now certified to teach special education PK-12.
now, that rocks.
i thought originally it would be K-8.
it's not. it's more.
i may have some more to do, but for now, this ROCKS.

i can't wait to teach.
for now, it's one more year of graduate school to finish my Master's.
and write my thesis.
some people think i'm crazy for that, but i love it.
i'm a school nerd.
i love the thesis ideas.
i met with my advisor again today.
each time i get really excited about it.

so, one more year... lots of classes.
lots of reading.
lots of writing.

and then... i can teach!
my own littles.
beautiful! truly beautiful.

zoo tales

2010-06-29T18:59:00.000-06:00

one hot friday morning in june 2010
three kids and aunt emily trekked to the zoo.
it was fun.
and hot.
we had a great time.
it was really hot.
we saw animals.
did i tell you it was hot?
had a train ride.
man, it was so hot.
we went inside.
back outside....
boy, it was hot.

that sweet smile... oh, just melts my heart.

the monkey kate.

the mandatory self portrait with aunt emily and three munchkins...it only gets harder.
this is where i really need a nice point and shoot that i'd be happy with.

they love each other. they do. so much.

silly fun after swimming...

2010-06-29T18:54:00.000-06:00

not good picture quality.
just so you know.
but great stories.

mimi teaching the kids how to talk in the fan to make your voice sound silly
(and look ridiculous in the meantime)

andrew being andrew
(with his hands up saying, where'd it go?

they like the timer too....and andrew apparently leaned over and kissed me.
i couldn't resist. could you?

kate likes the timer too.
we just got out of the pool too, by the way.
in case i didn't say that.

i heart this boy

2010-06-29T18:47:00.000-06:00

I have been blessed with an amazing life long friend that I met in 7th grade.
I have since maintained this connection with his family, but also his family new family with his wife, and now his son.
I had the joyous pleasure to watch their little boy for a weekend in June so they could attend a wedding weekend in town.
I took advantage of having only one child around, beautiful light, and worked on some shots in the backyard.
I didn't make him pose....just took shots of him playing like he loves to play. I loved it.
I have about a hundred that I love.... here are just a few.

Here's the sweetest kid...with the bluest eyes. I didn't touch anything with the eyes (btw).
As a note, I typically don't edit much at all.. maybe adjust fill light on some... picasa is it for me. I don't even do photoshop these days.

Matthew Robert

2010-06-29T18:40:00.000-06:00

On May 3rd we welcomed my brother and sister in law's fourth child, and third boy..... Matthew Robert. Of course, he's perfect. He's also now just about two months old. I'm awful about taking pictures now that they are in town. I used to ALWAYS have my camera around and would constantly snap shots.....now I don't carry the big one around because it's heavy.... and I just don't do it. I bought a point and shoot but returned it because the image quality was total crappiness... so I thought I'd just get better. I still need to improve. I'm playing catch up tonight with lots of blog posts....mostly pictures, not writing. I'm just not witty like that.

Mom with Kate, Will, and Andrew welcoming Matthew on his birth day.
He has no idea how much fun this life will be.

Proud big sister was ready to tell her kindergarten class all about her newest baby brother.
She is an amazing big sister, too...

Simply Sweet.
Calm.
Serene.

Proud aunt...not a good picture at all, but stole it from my brother's collection.

Easter Egg Hunting Time

2010-04-18T18:06:00.000-06:00

Easter Egg Hunting Time.....

And, he's two...eyes so blue

2010-04-18T18:03:00.000-06:00

Happy 2nd Birthday Andrew!

Those beautiful blue eyes...

He wasn't too sure about the cake!

I've got my eyes on you!

he's two...

2010-03-23T19:48:00.000-06:00

From the sweetest face at birth to the sweetest face at two.....

Oh, how I adore you Andrew Aaron.

Happy 2nd Birthday Little Buddy.

If I ate seafood before...

2010-03-19T21:53:00.000-06:00

I wouldn't eat it afterward!

I've never been to the Oklahoma Aquarium...until today.
I took Kate to it and we followed it with a trip to Fresh Berry.
(One of my favorites)

It was fun to take photo's today.
I haven't had my camera out in a long time..... I've got some work to do, but I was happy with some of the animal shots... it was so dark, but I captured an awesome jellyfish shot and the green eel was just too cool.

Enjoy.

Jump Around...

2010-03-19T21:49:00.000-06:00

I know I've been a slacker. It's been busy.
I've debated even keeping this blog. I am not sure what I'm going to do.

Here are some snapshots from this afternoon with the kids.
By the way, they are home in Tulsa now.
It's the best ever for this Aunt Emily.

Here they are enjoying their newly set up trampoline...they've been patient. Waiting since Christmas and all! :)

it's andrew's time to shine...

2009-11-19T18:24:00.000-06:00

Andrew.... the sweetest little boy. I say that about all of them, but they truly are the best.
Seriously.

An Aunt can't ask for much more.....
but she will be having one more soon.... due in May of 2010! I'm so excited to welcome another one to the family.

Here are some shots of him over that same weekend.
He loves his brother and sister...and he loves to swing!

He's beautiful. He is now a little over 1 1/2 and will be 2 in March! My how time flies.

Kate's Gymnastics Expo

2009-11-19T18:17:00.000-06:00

That amazing little Kate. She is awesome at gymnastics. She loves it.
Here are a few shots of her.

The last shot is of her sweet little friend, Maggie.

Adorable girls.

Will's Gymnastics Expo

2009-11-19T18:11:00.000-06:00

Will's First Gymnastics Expo.....and maybe last.

Will decided to join gymnastics and goes at the same time as Kate.
He loves it and enjoys it.
However, shortly after this little Expo, he decided that the was not doing gymnastics anymore.

He did very well. It was hard to capture many good shots since it was in this huge gym and we couldn't get very close.

They did some on the beam, bars, floor, and trampoline.

two brothers and a chocolate shake...

2009-11-19T18:03:00.000-06:00

Aunt Emily went to visit Texas this past month....my how time flies. I thought it was sweet that Andrew was so curious about his big brother Will's shake! Will was awfully nice to share. Andrew loved it.

I know I'm partial, but aren't they just adorable.
I love those sweet boys.

update on life...

2009-10-12T19:30:00.002-06:00

Well, it's been awhile.....errr...way too long. It just seems like I don't know what to write about, and when I think of something, I just don't make the time to do it. I used to love using this blog as an outlet, but I haven't thought much about it lately. Life has changed a bit, so I'll give an update.

So, I'm in graduate school at OSU working on my Masters in Special Education. I'm loving classes, and it has me super happy studying again. I have a passion for this, and I'm finally realizing it and working on achieving something I've always desired, post graduate work. Super excited. Sometimes, I even think working on a PhD might be something I'm interested in...who knows. At the same time I started Graduate School, I've switched jobs as well. I'm now working as a Paraprofessional for Jenks Schools and I'm enjoying it. It's hard. There are good days, hard days, and those days that just take your breath away. I'm working with a precious child who has Autism. My goal is to see him succeed in that classroom, and to design a program that helps him find success. I'm very hopeful for this. I feel so much care for this little kid, who isn't my own, but I'm loving watching him succeed. It's incredible. I know I'm in the right place...studying and with the line of work. What I'll do after this, I don't know. I'm also in the process of completing alternative certification so that I can teach as well. Eh... I'm not sure. I just don't have a concrete answer when people ask me what I want to do. Ha! I can see myself working in a school as an Special Education teacher, or getting more education and training and focusing more on Autism and be a specialist in that. I'm also a passion about getting the right services for the families, and advocacy...so I could see myself working for the State Office ensuring quality of services for everyone. And, the list goes on. I have a million ideas in my head....

My brother has started a new job in Tulsa! Insert loud cheering and applause here. Bad thing is that the house hasn't sold yet in Texas, which means Karen and the kids are still there. I'm praying for a quick sale so they can get here ASAP! I love them and miss them. And, they are pregnant with baby #4...I'm guessing a girl with as sick as poor Karen has been. Bless her heart. So, super excited...almost to Tulsa and baby #4 due in May. Can't wait!

I'm heading to Texas this weekend for Fall Break and I'm excited about the fun times ahead. Planning to take the kids to the park, maybe ice cream.... fun things!

And, I got a new hairdo.... bangs! I haven't had bangs since maybe 7th grade.... or sometime a LONG time ago. So, what's a post without a picture. Here it is!

She's 5

2009-05-21T19:56:00.000-06:00

She's 5!
It seems like it was just the other day I heard the phone ring.
My mom called to tell me I had a new niece.
Her name was Katharine Ella.
Little did I know that day would forever change my life.

Being an Aunt to Kate made me see things in a new way, and she was the first of the three....and maybe one more!
I'm so fortunate to be Aunt Emily....

And, you will see her beauty in these shots.
Simply, yet classic...Kate.

Swinging. TU Shirt. Sticker. Pink Camouflouge Rain Hat.

No better.

And, I'll leave you one with her attitude. She has days like that too. We all do.

Kate flipping out

2009-05-21T19:51:00.000-06:00

Kate turned 5....and she had her party at Gymnastics Center of some sort.....where she flipped out. Literally. 17 flips or so...all the way to the ceiling. The pictures don't even begin to capture... but the video did.

She was impressive.

Will

2009-05-21T19:49:00.000-06:00

Same weekend in Texas....wonderful Will. That boy has a heart of gold...I'm serious.
He was sick on Kate's birthday, but he came to the party at the end and was able to do a little playing. Here is a shot of him with his dad...it makes me see the resemblance.
His blue blue eyes....he's going to capture hearts, that's for sure.

Love that boy!

Andrew

2009-05-21T19:46:00.000-06:00

It's been a while since I've posted anything.
I keep posting to this blog... but I know like three friends that read it and one family member....

I'll keep on I suppose. It's fun.

Here's Andrew. He's 13 months in these photo's. The first one is of him in the playhouse...the second story, playhouse. He was proud of himself for climbing to the top. He had us on our toes. He also had longer hair...

The next one is of the two of us....the day after he had his real big boy haircut with the shaver....the one that didn't just cut with scissors this time. He looked suddenly much older....

I like him peeking out at me...binky and all. He doesn't get it much, really. In fact, I think I stole it from him shortly after I shot this picture.

Same day.... love his smile..and you can see his locks... he's a sweetie. He's walking everywhere now!

Remember...

2009-04-19T18:52:00.002-06:00

In honor of today's memory of April 19, 1995......

I took these in Oklahoma City at the Bombing Memorial one early workday morning at dawn. It was a peaceful time at the memorial and I could sense peace there.

The first picture is of a row of chairs. Simple.

The second picture is of the difference, noticing the child chair.

The third pictures is of the Survivor Tree, with the sun coming up behind it.

Enjoy!

how can it be?

2009-04-18T08:19:00.000-06:00

How can it be that time flies just so fast....it seems like yesterday I was snapping photos of his little fingers, his little nose, and his little scrunched up face. Now....
he's cooing.
and starting to communicate like crazy to his mama.
he's a growing machine.
he has the sweetest disposition.
he's the happiest baby.
he loves his big brother and his big sister.
he has the best smile I've ever seen.
he smiles with his whole face.
he smiles with his whole mouth open, and i love it.
he's holding off on walking a bit longer, but he does love those walking toys.
sometimes he stands. but he ususally plops down on his little toosh.
sometimes he whimpers about it too.
he crawls after his mama everywhere.
he is a snuggle bug.
he loves his aunt (which makes my heart grow).
of course, he loves his mama and daddy much more, but i still love that he loves me too.
he's 1 now.
soon, he'll be going to kindergarten like his big sister.
and, it just doesn't seem fair.
i'd like them to all stay little just a little bit longer.

happy birthday sweet andrew.
i love you.

Ah...the sound of laughter...

2009-03-15T15:00:00.001-06:00

Here are a few snapshots I took last Sunday of a dear little kiddo...

He has an amazing story, and to hear his laugh and see his smile just made my year!

Elijah, I am so proud of you!

Africa

2009-03-12T21:15:00.002-06:00

So, you know...I need to be a better blogger. It dawned on my that I still had the back post up, sorry ya'll. That's a bit crazy. Speaking of back, I'm good. It most aggravates me when I stand at church...isn't that funny. I hurts when I stand for periods of time, movement is good. I'm all good though, thanks for your thoughts and concerns.

So, I'm gonna give you a link to a blogpost by a family of photographers in Kansas City. Christian photographers. Amazing photographers. Inspiring People. Difference makers. I've randomly found their blog awhile back, have stalked it, and finally posted....and I got a reply (in the same day, less than two hours). WHOA. I was impressed then, too.

So, check them out at We Are The Parsons.

Most of you know that I feel compelled to go and make a difference, go somewhere, out of my comfort zone, to do God's work in another place. I've gone to some Central American countries with the church, but I'm feeling called to Africa. I don't know when or what or where, but I do. I had applied to the Peace Corps but was medically denied, and thought maybe it wasn't to be. However, it is. I know it is. It's just a matter of time.

So, pray for me. Where to go. When to go. How to go. All those things, I wish to be made known to me.

Please go see their blog..I linked to one post, but go to the real blog too to see all their wonderful talents.

Okay... so there it is. Take me to Africa.

Lumbar Spondylolysis

2009-02-16T20:13:00.000-06:00

So, this is what's going on with me....

It explains the pain and discomfort I've been having... who knows the reason. Crazy.

I'm taking it easy and will try to figure out how to make it better.

If you want to read more about it, check out this.

Andrew Update

2009-02-11T19:52:00.000-06:00

He makes me smile. This boy is special!

Will Update

2009-02-11T19:48:00.000-06:00

Will update.... love this boy.

Kate Update

2009-02-11T19:39:00.000-06:00

Some snapshots from Kate this weekend when I went to Texas! Not the most correct pictures I've taken, but I like them all.

self expression

2009-01-27T13:55:00.000-06:00

Yeah...so then I was cold.....outside....with a camera....and cold fingers... and bored too.

This is what happens when all of the above occur!

A goofy Emily taking portraits of herself.....making silly faces.

But, ya know what...it was fun...

ice

2009-01-27T13:51:00.000-06:00

Snapshots from the storm........ ice on everything!

You'll see some tree branches, but also some of the grass too. Poor Wally doesn't like walking on icy grass. It's funny, sort of, at his expense of course, to watch him tiptoe so gently over the blades of grass and then come running back to the door...and then he slides! Ha. he slid yesterday and couldn't stop..I laughed so hard. Poor buddy.

hope.

2009-01-20T20:21:00.002-06:00

As many of my friends, I find it hard to write what I'm thinking and feeling on this momentous day. No words that I can write would even come close to expressing how I feel on this very night, January 20, 2009. I'm so proud. So proud. It's been a bit of an emotional day, and I am going to bed tonight proud, knowing that history has been made. I'm 30 and this happened. It happened for my 4 year old niece, Kate, who can't wait to tell her Preschool teacher Mrs. Stewart, an Obama fan nonetheless, that she knows Barack Obama is our president. It happened for my 3 year old nephew, who is so very excited and dances around the living room singing "Yes We Can". It happened for my 10 month old nephew, who has no idea how much this will impact his life. He smiles. I'm so happy that I can see the hope for their future. I'm thrilled to be a part of this. I am blessed.

shootsac:t-shirt:yes

2009-01-10T15:28:00.000-06:00

Have you ever heard of a Shootsac? Well, it's the most awesome little carrying case for photographers. I've always admired them and thought it would be awesome to have one, but never followed through. This year for Christmas I had a hard time figuring out what I needed (wanted)...and I finally asked for it. You'll have to see the website to see all about it. But it's awesome. Interchangable covers are the coolest. It holds up to 6 lenses and fits beautifully around people!

This is actually a great story.... about three years ago I gave the majority of my old college t-shirts from OSU to my stepmom. I asked for a blanket made of of them...and I didnt' have any preference. Anyhow...two years ago she was working on it and gave it to me for Christmas. The kicker was that she had to finish it....so I handed it back and never saw it again. For. Two. Years. OMG.
So, this year, I asked for it to be completed so I could get it. And, I love it. It didn't really bother me that I didn't have it, but I reallly wanted it now. And, I love it.

So, I was watching a CNN interview of Scout T., who is a photographer our of NY, that followed Barack Obama around before he announced his presidency run....and throughout the campaign. She was able to capture amazing images that tell the true story of what she saw on the campaign trail of this changing world. I told my mom I wanted this book, but I said it kind of quietly and never mentioned it again. And guess what...she had already pre-ordered the book for me and it was waiting for me the day after Christmas.
Awesome. Yes.

trail:zoe:bump

2009-01-10T15:17:00.000-06:00

Trail Mix. I made it for a group of my staff and for holiday parties...and I still have some leftover. It was delicious though. I'm trying to pawn it off on people....

Zoe Cat. I love her so....she's so sweet. No matter how hard my day is...she's always right on the chair when I walk in the door! Oh how I love my Zoegirl!

Damage...this is what happened to me this week. It doesn't look as nearly as bad as it felt or as bad as it sounded.
An elderly man ran a red light (thankfully I'm fine and I saw him coming and almost totally avoided him) into my car!
BLAH. Get this...I hadn't even seen my first payment for my new car clear the bank yet... how crazy is that.

gumdrops:wax:visit

2009-01-10T15:12:00.001-06:00

These are the BEST gumdrops, ever. I had them at my dad's house on Christmas Eve, and then went to Whole Foods to buy my own! The flavors were: Pomegranite, Acai, Grapefruit, Lemon, Key Lime, and Tangerine.... most delicious! Very worth the splurge.

Me. My eyes. This day I had my eyebrows waxed...and little Violet was with me. She was a little caught off guard and wanted to know why I'd allow someone to do such thing to my face...and I was fine with it until they were super red! It was fun...but she did do a good job, the lady at JC.Penney.

Oh my...simply Violet. She came to visit for four days. I forgot how hard it was to be in charge of someone full time. Sometimes I think it's awesome to be single, still. Granted, it's still what I seek for my future!

miss smiley face

2009-01-10T14:56:00.002-06:00

I have to say, "I'm sorry" on here. I have been so negative and pessimistic, and I don't need to tell the world about that. I want to get better at that, and see the goodness in the world... don't get me wrong...I'll have bad days, and I've had a few this week, but I also had most excellent days...and I hope to share more positivity here...that's really more about me. So, I'm trying to start over and not complain (too much, at least).

A lot of people do a photo-a-day project in their life....but I have decided I can't really do that. However, I plan on taking more photographs documenting little things in my life and posting a brief story about the photo I took, why I took it, etc. I'm not going to proof them at all, just straight out of the camera. I plan to start sharing a few photo's at a time...

I hope you enjoy...

2009-01-10T14:53:00.000-06:00

So....I've become a pretty bad blogger. I'd like to be better, but it just seems to slide down the priority list. These are three snapshots I took on Christmas this year. I decided to actually get out from the camera and enjoy the activities, thus not capturing more thant maybe 25 all day long. Which is sooooo not like me. What's really cool though, is that my sister-in-law, Karen, got a new camera...which means that other people will be taking pictures! Hooray! Hooray! I think it's just great!

So, cheers! Merry Christmas from the three kids, Kate, Will, and Andrew!

Covenant

2009-01-05T14:00:00.002-06:00

Yesterday I went to church....and it was beautiful. This is my new covenant for this year, that we all said together and plan to live by. I've already typed it up and I'm placing it beside my bed, in my car, and at my desk. I need to be reminded....

"I am no longer my own, but yours, o God.
Put to me what you would, rank me with whomever you would;
put me to doing, put me to suffering; let me be employed for you or laid aside for you, exalted for you or brought low for you; let me be full, let me be empty; let me have all things, let me have nothing; I freely and heartily yield all things to your pleasure and disposal.

And now, o glorious and blessed God, Father, Son, and Holy Spirit, you are mine, and I am yours. So be it. And this agreement which I have made on Earth, let it be ratified in heaven. Amen."

confusion..

2008-12-30T19:21:00.002-06:00

hmmm...i'm feeling like i might need a change in career's. it's been a really, really rough four months, and i'm not sure this is where i am to be.

the kicker...is that i don't know where else i should be.

any good ideas?

i enjoy kids.
i love taking pictures.
i like traveling.
i have to work...i just bought a new car (and have a car payment).
i'd like to not work.
i need insurance.
i'd like to make a difference, but maybe in a different way.
i miss working with families.

hmmmmm....seriously, i don't know what to do.

here are the thoughts that have crossed my head today....
bank teller.
cruise ship photographer.
sears photographer.

hmmmm.....really. really.

and it all just makes me cry. blah.

i hate feeling like this. i must make a change, but change is hard.

if barack obama can change the world, so can i.

in my own way, in my own time........

what do you think, blog readers? where do you see me?

2008-12-13T22:06:00.000-06:00

So, this is what we did this morning.....Kate and Aunt Emily.
We both put rollers in our hair all day long...Kate had the original sponge rollers that I used as a kid.
However, she had a choice of sizes (represented by colors) and we distributed them evenly.
We had so much fun this morning making curls, keeping the rollers in our hair all day.
Right before her dance recital, we took the rollers out...and she looked like Shirley Temple.
We had so much fun.

Isn't she sweet?

Kate wanted to show off her nails and our rollers at the same time. See, I had them in my hair too.

Fresh out of the rollers, she looked like Shirley Temple.

At the end of the process...we both had huge hair and curls.

We had such a fun time doing this!

my brother and sister in law's christmas kiddos...

2008-12-13T21:57:00.000-06:00

A few of the snapshots from taking Kate, Will, and Andrew's Christmas Card Picture Time. It was fun...no, really, it was great. I should add my favorite of Andrew crying while Kate's smashing his head and Will's grabbing his fingers. It's hard being the baby.... :)

Aren't they beautiful children? I sure think so!

Andrew's First Haircut

2008-12-13T21:12:00.001-06:00

My youngest nephew, Andrew, had his first haircut at 8 1/2 months this past weekend. I've been here for the first haircut for all of them..Kate at 2ish..and Will at 1ish. It was so fun. Andrew loved it. He just smiled and smiled. Here are a before, during, and after shot!

Sweet sweet boy.

one of THOSE days...

2008-12-08T18:27:00.003-06:00

Do you ever just have one of those days?

Well, today was my day...and I had a mini-breakdown at work. It wasn't in front of a huge group, or really anyone except for my direct supervisor (for the moment). And, I had hidden it all so well (as well as I can hide it..) and then I just lost it. I started talking and the tears started flowing...and flowing..and flowing. I'm not sure what sparked it today, but it came like a waterfall. My eyes are still tired and burning...and it didn't help that we had a three hour long meeting afterwards to talk about the plans for the future.

So, we decided that it was now or never...I have to get over the past and move on to the future. I came to this place because I believe in it, and no one said it would be easy (guaranteed), but I never thought it would be as hard as it is now...

So, tomorrow is a new day...and I'm excited for the future. I'm excited to see what's going to happen...how I'm going to be a part of that..and I hope in a year I'll look back on this challenging time and know it was all to make me stronger. I'm going to sleep well tonight, perhaps with a cold washcloth over my eyes, take some tylenol to get rid of my headache, and wake up afreshed.

That is my prayer. No more crying eyes for me.

“But if from there you seek the LORD your God, you will find him if you look for him with all your heart and with all your soul.” Deuteronomy 4:29

Am I expecting a living Jesus to be part of my life today? To see and understand what I am going through? Do I expect Him to make a difference in my circumstances? I’m afraid I often don’t see Him right there working in my life because I am not looking for a living Jesus but a distant, uninvolved one. I might pray to Him one moment, and completely forget to ask His help moments later. He may be right there guiding my steps but all I see are closed doors and disappointment.

When I am able to grasp that He is right here with me and He is alive and active in my life, then I more clearly hear His voice and see what He is doing. He is active. He can give me the strength I need to get through whatever the day holds. He is speaking to me.

I just need to REMEMBER this moment to moment.

he's three already..

2008-12-07T17:07:00.000-06:00

I can't believe he's already three.....here's to Will (the middle nephew-at the moment) and all your glory.

A few things about Will from his Aunt Emily:

Will has the sweetest heart....and cares about everything.
Will has an amazing memory...and won't hesitate to ask you a question about something that happened three months ago.
Will loves to look at Christmas lights, and even Christmas ducks.
Will loves to play with you, and knows exactly how to pull your strings to get you to go outside...even when it's super cold.

Above all else, Will is an amazing little boy and I can't wait to watch him grow up as his Aunt Emily.

Hearing his sweet voice makes any day better. Hmmm..maybe I should have a regular conversation with him each day....

Happy Birthday buddy.

And, I picked a few snapshots from the weekend...including his older sister, Kate, and his younger brother, Andrew!

OMG

2008-11-28T18:53:00.003-06:00

Look at this! I bought my first new car.....EVER!

I am so excited, and so blessed to be able to do this and know that I'm okay financially. I love it. I love it. I love it.

The first night I picked it up, I just wanted to drive it all around, and to show everyone too! It's perfect and it all worked out just perfectly.

I adore my new car!

It's soo pretty and I'm going to have to work really hard to take care of it, washing it, waxing it, etc...this will be around a looooong time. I've had my old Civic for 11 1/2 years....so this one will be with me for awhile!

Here are some snapshots I took with my phone.

I've been tagged!

2008-11-20T19:48:00.002-06:00

It's been a few days since I've posted, eh?

I'm glad to know that *someone* likes to check my blog...and she loves my music selection too. Speaking of...I need to check it to make sure it still works and I don't need to add or change anything. I'll add that to my (neverending) task list! :)

So, I forgot about my friend, Lauren, tagging me awhile back....so I thought I'd give it a try. I don't know how successful I'll be, but I'll go ahead and try.

7 Random Things about Me

1. I can't stand to hear someone smack their gum....it drives me crazy. Just typing it and imagining it really makes me shiver, ya know...like nails down a chalkboard. EW.

2. I am quite OCD when it comes to organization, time management, task lists, etc.....but on occasion I just want to do nothing.....and sometimes it adds up and then it takes me awhile to get caught up. Note: I feel better when I stay on top of to-do lists, calendar's, scheduling, etc. I'll be super-duper thrilled when IT fixes my blackberry to sync with my work computer. I can't tell you how excited I am. :)

3. So, this friend, Lauren....she and I were roommates one time when we went to Band Camp. Yep, you heard me correctly...we went to Band Camp! Ha. I truly was a nerd. I had a huge crush on a boy named James. He played the Tuba! :)

4. I tend to over-exert myself and have a problem saying no. I'm working on it, really. I am doing better at taking time for myself each night instead of going from A to B to C to D to E to F and then starting over again! It's a joyous feeling.

5. I'm a thief. I love to find secret open unsecured wi-fi connections. Not really, but at my mom's house I had a server for sometime..and it was awesome. And then, the neighbors moved and I lost the connection. Coincidence. I think not! This is why I'm at Panera at the moment. Once again, thank goodness for my new blackberry. It's a lifesaver!

6. I love reading blogs. I love Google Reader. I actually have a ton of them in my Google Reader. I read photography blogs because I want to see awesome work. It's from reading these that I have been intrigued and feel compelled to always do better, to learn more, to seek information and to better myself in this area. I love taking pictures. I love capturing moments.

7. Okay...last random thing about me. I gave my college t-shirts to my stepmom two years ago...and for Christmas two years ago she was going to make a blanket. Funny story...I unwrapped the present, loved it, but it was unfinished. I still don't have that blanket. I think I'm going to ask for it again! :) I love it though. I know she's busy, but I think I might really ask for that again! I also think those individual coffee makers are soooo cool. The pods. I might ask for that too. (Maybe that could be another post...a Christmas list).

So.....for whoever reads this, I tag YOU!

how sweet the sound....

2008-11-06T21:53:00.002-06:00

amazing grace...

It's hard for me to put into words how I feel, but I'm more proud than ever to be who I am, and believing in the hope of America. I pray that everyone will follow that path and they, too, will recognize the hope and the change this impact will have on them, their children, and the future.

I sat there on Election Night with goosebumps, sitting on the edge of my seat, tears streaming down my face....to know that a dream can come true. All things are possible. Bridges can be crossed. Barriers can be broken. Hearts can be healed.

Now is the time. Now is the time he needs our support. Please continue to support America, our President, and our Country. Pray for the President, for his wisdom and guidance and strength.

God Bless America.

I've been tagged..I'll post my goals later!

2008-11-05T17:49:00.003-06:00

So, I was tagged by my friend to post the sixth picture in my file and tell it's story...and the funny thing...is that I have a ton of pictures, but not in my documents. I save them in a different place, then I back them up, burn them to CD's and then I take them off the computer once I'm finished with them. (I still have to do my goals, and one is to get an awesome, big desktop, that I can leave all my pictures on and not worry about.) Anywhoooooooo....I just cleaned out my my documents..and this is the sixth photographic image in it. This was taken at the Oklahoma City Bombing Memorial. I had just started my first Digital SLR Photography Class and I loved it. I had enjoyed it and learned so much..I have a series of photographs from this event (oh, just gave me an idea of something to enter for a church event) that I love..and this is just one!

Enjoy.... and I tag Chrissa and Lauren and Lacey.... I know those people read this blog!

So...I turned 30.....

2008-11-03T22:02:00.003-06:00

What happened to me?

I've been beyond busy....and I think I'm going to be cutting back on few things...for my own sanity.

I will post some more tomorrow night...while I anxiously await the results of the Election, but I wanted to post a few quick pictures from my birthday celebration weekend in Oklahoma City with my friends. I have my goals for the next many years...and I'll write them out soon.

The first picture is at this place west of Oklahoma City...fried chicken and beer. It was awesome.

The second picture was in their backyard before they headed off to the OKC Philharmonic. We had a good evening that night. I took several shots of the cutest boy...and you can see them here!

See you again soon.....until then...I'm 30 and I think it finally hit me.

29 minutes left to be 29

2008-10-24T22:30:00.002-06:00

So....29 more minutes to be 29. Ah.. how ironic is that! I just got home from a wonderful after work Happy Hour with the girls. Ah, so great. Really, they have made this work switchover so wonderful. We had a great time at a fancy little place on Brookside. And, the coolest thing..they all got there early, decorated the table, had three fresh cut roses from JuLee's garden, a chocolate birthday cake, and a great card! I never knew they could pull off such a surprise! It was awesome...

And, the kicker of tonight...1. I realized how much I like Woodchuck Amber beer and 2. I learned that JuLee was an Alpha Chi when I joined OCU Alpha Chi my freshman year! Small, small world! It was cool.

Anyhow, it's late..I'm tired...and I want to curl up and get warm before I go to bed...and I'll get to sleep in too! Fun times.

Today's been great...loved it. Tomorrow is full too...so some time I'm going to write down my goals....so you all know what I'm going to work on achieving soon.....

Much love, happy birthday to me in now 26 minutes!

A few things I've learned...

2008-10-23T19:31:00.003-06:00

I've learned that the older I get, the more comfortable I become in my own skin.

I've learned that doing the right thing isn't always easy, but important.

I've learned that I don't have to settle. Ever.

I've learned that honesty is the best policy.

I've learned that I am worthy of significant relationships.

I've learned how to compromise, without compromising myself.

I've learned that I don't have to be perfect.

I've learned that I am an independent woman.

I've learned that being a good friend is as important as having a good friend.

I've learned that people you love will hurt you, and to make peace with it and move on.

I've learned to enjoy my famiy, they are invalueable.

I've learned that everyone won't like me, and that's okay.

I've learned that sometimes, even older brothers can be right.

I've learned that politics is a never good discussion for first dates.

I've learned that staying positive is relative to life.

I've learned that God is the most important part of my life.

I've learned that children are the greatest gift.

I've learned that being a supervisor can create challenges..but it's necessary to grow.

I've learned that letting go can be the most difficult thing.....ever.

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2 Days.....I had my first of many birthday dinners tonight. I'm as stuffed as a turkey bird. :) These are just a few thoughts of lessons I've learned...I know there are more, but my brain is tired! Plus, I'm full..so that makes me sleepy!

What have you learned?

I made it....WA HOO!!!!!

2008-10-22T20:55:00.001-06:00

Wahoo...go to the Littlest Heroes website....and click on "Our Team" and scroll down to Oklahoma....guess who you see now..... yep, yours truly.

I seriously can't tell you how excited I am...I am thrilled beyond belief. I hope that I can make a difference with photography...I do I do I do!

in my next thirty years....

2008-10-22T19:15:00.002-06:00

Tim McGraw has a song about the next thirty years...I was singing it in my head, but I couldn't figure out who it was until my friend Lacey asked me if I had heard of it...so I looked up the lyrics...and I might even add it to my music list. Anyhow, I think it's soooo true. It's something I'm going to work on...living life and enjoying my next thirty years. I don't have anything I've regretted the last thirty years, and I can't wait to share with you my thirty goals for the future! For a moment....here are the lyrics!

"I think I'll take a moment, celebrate my age
The ending of an era and the turning of a page
Now it's time to focus in on where I go from here
Lord have mercy on my next thirty years

Hey my next thirty years I'm gonna have some fun
Try to forget about all the crazy things I've done
Maybe now I've conquered all my adolescent fears
And I'll do it better in my next thirty years

My next thirty years I'm gonna settle all the scores
Cry a little less, laugh a little more
Find a world of happiness without the hate and fear
Figure out just what I'm doing here
In my next thirty years

Oh my next thirty years, I'm gonna watch my weight
Eat a few more salads and not stay up so late
Drink a little lemonade and not so many beers
Maybe I'll remember my next thirty years

My next thirty years will be the best years of my life
Raise a little family and hang out with my wife
Spend precious moments with the ones that I hold dear
Make up for lost time here, in my next thirty years
In my next thirty years"

I'm walking on sunshine.....

2008-10-21T20:54:00.003-06:00

A trip down memory lane for tonight.....oh, yes....I brought out the pictures! Good times! I beg your forgiveness now, they are taken with my camera...because I don't have a scanner...but I still thought it would be sooo fun! I had fun looking through pictures...I could do this all day!

Here's one of my brother and I....this was at Christmas time in Joplin at my Aunt Susan's house. What's funny about this picture, is that I remember it was shot with my stepmom's new Canon Rebel (the film version). I think I was in college at the time, maybe my last year (5) and was planning on what I was going to do after May....and my brother really does love me!

I meant for this one to be last, but after three years of blogging, I have yet to figure out this formatting. Blah. Anyhow...here's my church directory picture...it's me...and I think it's the best shot of me in a long time....

Alright...I'm thinking this is either 9th grade or 10th grade...I can't tell...and I didn't see anything written down on the back...so it's stricktly memory here (after all, I'm getting old!)

Ah...senior year at Enid High School. This was after the Awards Assessmbly in our senior year...and my very dear, dear, dear friend Peter. We ended up at OCU for two years together (before I moved to OSU!) Who just happened to stay one of my best friends forever....and is married to a wonderful woman, and just had a sweet baby boy that just makes me smile!
This picture...I have to give credit to Wess Gray....who actually took it. This was taken the year Robert went to college and I started High School...so I was a sophomore. And, it's funny...because Wess' daughter Nicci turned out to be an Alpha Chi sister of mine and is encouraging me in my own adventure of photography...small world!
Oh, those two little munchkins.....Ilze and Taylor. My little brother and sister on my graduation night! They were funnnnnnnnnny kids!
This was one during college....2000, when my brother married Karen, my most awesome SIL. She's become my best friend and I can't imagine life without her!
Awee...there's sweet little Emily as a baby. Probably 3..something like that! I was cute, now wasn't I!

Hayes Elementary...1st Grade..is my guess. This is one of my favorite school pictures...I LOVE it...so cute. so me.

Another one of my brother and I...skiing at Crested Butte..probably on Peach Tree lift. Oh what memories...and I'm glad my stepmom pulled me off that lift chair before I almost went back down!
6th Grade...Pictures with Karen Wilson's dog, Heidi. Fun times....and my dog, Wally, looks just like this, but smaller.
Junior High....with Georgie (the black dog) and Angel (the gray dog).....I was a dog person, always was and always will be!

So....that's my trip down my memory lane with a few snapshots....and it's funny...because I love blogging and I frankly don't think anyone but maybe my sister in law read this blog! :)

So, if you are here and read it.....drop me a line and leave me a note...if nothing else, sing me Happy Birthday...it's 4 days away!

I can see clearly now....

2008-10-20T21:30:00.003-06:00

In this age, turning 30 isn't exactly easy....We can call it an end to my 20's meltdown.

The past few years ushered in an some unexpected feelings of panic, doubt and a woe-is-me attitude. Despite all the goals I had accomplished, or thought I was supposed to accomplish, I suddenly began to question prior decisions and worry about those I had yet to make.

After all, my 30th birthday is just around the corner. And the thought of turning 30 doesn't bring with it overwhelming joy, but a slight feeling of dread.

Surely I'm not about to enter one of the best decades of my life. So far, I have basically followed the script to the letter - college, career, marriage, & kids (minus the marriage part, and I only had Violet for a portion of a year). With 30 staring me down (Saturday is all too soon), what road will I take next? At this milestone, am I truly where I want to be and doing what I want to do?

Where is the "30s for Dummies" book when I need it?

What is success? Keep on keeping on...despite setbacks and obstacles.

No one has all of the answers or reaches every goal. I can't expect myself to do that either....the bottom line is that I constantly strive toward one.

Even if I'm not where I thought I'd be at 30....big deal. Everyone's life plan deviates off course at some point. What matters is that we make the most of the journey.

Now that I'm turning 30, I'm no longer afraid of what's in store. Unlike a birthday present, life is not always neatly packaged and tied with a bow.

The start of the birthday week of blogging....

2008-10-19T20:20:00.003-06:00

30 Skills Every Woman Should Have Before Turning 30

1. Hard boil an egg: I can totally do this one...I love hard boiled eggs!

2. Diplomatically tell Mom to butt-out: I think I have this power....

3. Ace a job interview: Just did it....landed the job!

4. Ask a man out: yeah, need some work on this one.

5. Send a thoughtful thank you note: got it covered!

6. Listen to a friend in need: I can do this one whenever they need it!

7. Ask for help: Not afraid to ask...

8. Effectively end an unhealthy relationship (romantic or platonic in nature): The best decision of my life!

9. Beautifully wrap a gift: as evidenced by Sarah's wedding present last weekend!

10. Say “no” gracefully: proof of the guy hitting on my this week...

11. Whip up a great dinner with the five items in her fridge: I can do it, most of the time.

12. Forget pleasing him, by 30 a woman should be able to tell her man exactly how to please her: eh, haven't been in a significant relationship in a looooong time.

13. Sew a button: I think I can, but I'd love a sewing machine.

14. Mix a kick-ass cocktail: I might need an instruction book, but I could do it.

15. Take off her bra without removing her shirt: This is getting a little risque!

16. Apply lip gloss in the dark: of course!

17. Balance her checkbook: My mom's a banker, she made me learn how!

18. Create a budget: Yep...that's what I'm trying to get better at now!

19. Find the best deal: That's what I'm working on with finding a car!

20. Negotiate a salary and/or pay raise: Just did it...got the new job..with a huge salary increase!

21. Read a map: I can...but I have directional intelligence too...( I'm confident, aren't I)!

22. Hail a cab: Never had to, but probably could!

23. Say something in French just for the hell of it: Je ne sais pas.

24. Apologize when she’s wrong: I don't want to. But I do.

25. Dress for her body type: I could do better, but I'm working on it.

26. Change a flat (or know whom to call to come change it): who ya gonna call?

27. Spot a fake (handbag, diamond, potential friend…): I've got it down!

28. Feign interest: think so....think so..

29. Know what to tip on a $25 dinner bill: yep....

30. Hold a baby (Hey, someone you know is bound to have one sooner or later): hello, resident expert!

~Taken from www.thefrisky.com~

i believe...

2008-10-15T20:59:00.000-06:00

Now, more than ever.....I believe in this!

My three favorite people...

2008-10-13T20:52:00.000-06:00

You know....I have a big birthday coming up in less than two weeks.
I'm going to be 30 years old.....and I'm trying to come up with some great ideas for some blog posts....
But, these are seriously my three favorite people and the BEST thing to happen to me!
I am blessed beyond belief to have my Sister-In-Law, Karen, as my best friend.
And, with that...came these three beautiful children.
I'm a little biased, but they are my favorites....and until I have my own.....they are number 1!

fun times at the fair!

2008-10-13T20:32:00.000-06:00

Long time no post......I have no real reason other than the fact that I'm EXTREMELY busy these days......

But, here are some snapshots of when the kids came to visit for a week!

This is how excited Kate was to see Aunt Emily!

I was a little nervous after Will's smile turned into a glazed look on the teacup ride.....
This is the picture of pure happiness!

Here we are, the three of us...crummy lighting..but we ssqueezed into the ride together.
I think there's no greater joy than being Aunt Emily.

I just love Kate's new face....her daddy taughter her that!

I'm a Littlest Heroes Photographer

2008-10-05T19:40:00.002-06:00

Look at what I was accepted to be a part of....how cool is this? I'm so excited....to be a part of something special for someone special. It's a way to connect with those families I used to be a part of serving and utilizing my talent at the same time...perfect! So excited. I should be listed on the website in the upcoming weeks, and maybe I'll get some phone calls and get some good pictures! Check out their website...it really is an amazing nonprofit organization!

Mr. E-Man

2008-09-20T09:17:00.004-06:00

(Photo from Tulsa World)

You must check this out....it's wonderful to see the sunshine!

You can follow here to read about his milestones and successes!

emilychristinephotography

2008-09-15T20:48:00.002-06:00

Launching the debut of my photography site!

emilychristinephotography

enough said.

2008-09-11T19:25:00.002-06:00

Just substitute "site director" for "driving instructor."

Enough said.

I'm still overwhelmed.

My thoughts through my friend......

2008-09-04T19:18:00.002-06:00

A dear friend of mine, a sorority sister in college...a fellow Christian, wrote this today after thinking and processing Sarah Palin's speech. It perfectly summarizes my thoughts.....her words are better than mine, so I'm going to stop here. Check out what Becky says!

After watching coverage of the Republican National Convention last night, I find myself wondering – Have we truly lost all sense of history in the search for our nation’s future leadership? To hear a prominent political figure and a hopeful VP candidate implore such disdain for the value of community organizers – and receive such elated praise for doing so – left me with a sense of bewilderment, and quite frankly…disgust. Think for a moment about some of the greatest leaders in history….Martin Luther King, Jr., Abraham Lincoln, Nelson Mandela …a few that quickly come to mind. Were these leaders – revered for their inspirational rhetoric and ability to ignite their faithful followers into action – not, in effect, “community organizers”? And before they became ingrained in the collective subconscious as such great leaders, what were they doing? One was a pastor, one a lawyer and state and U.S. congressman, and one spent 27 years in prison for doing what? – being a community organizer. And what did he do after that? Only lead his nation to freedom from one of the most horrific and oppressive governments in modern history – before doing what? Becoming President of that free nation he helped create. If the McCain camp is so big on putting “country first,” perhaps they could learn a thing or two from that community organizer!

In fact, what great movement EVER takes place without the people who are willing to get out there amongst those who are living on the margins of society and empower the powerless to stand up, fight for their rights, and pull together and ORGANIZE in order to bring about justice, freedom, and equality? Governor Palin may not think that takes work, but ask any foot soldier out there who volunteers or works for a community organization or non-profit, and they will tell you – it is A LOT of work. These are some of the hardest working people in our country and in our world. And most of them do it without getting paid. Sure, it’s great to give up the luxury jet and drive your own car to work – if you have a car, and a job to drive it to. Community organizers take the public transit system or walk their way through their own neighborhoods to encourage and inspire their neighbors to fight for healthcare, jobs, affordable housing, peace, justice, and the list goes on and on. And as for responsibility? Try taking the cares and concerns, the real life needs, frustrations, and dire situations of your fellow neighbors, resting them squarely on your shoulders, and then vowing to do something about it. No, I guess there’s no responsibility in that at all.

Shame on the RNC for using the tactic of insulting millions of hard-working, caring, compassionate people around the globe to fling some ill-fated insult at Obama! If they don’t like his policies, fine. If they don’t like his plans, fine. If they don’t like his voting record as a public official, fine. If they want to attack the Democratic platform in general, fine. But to use the fact that he started his journey into politics as a community organizer to show that they are somehow the better choice for the future of our country? Perhaps they need a little reminding that the only way ANYONE is ever elected into ANY public office is through the hard work of his or her own faithful followers – yea, community organizers – out there in the streets, working day in and day out, on top of their “day jobs”, on top of their family responsibilities, putting their candidates’ ideas and beliefs out there and inspiring others to join the cause. What an insult the leaders of the “GOP” just heaped upon every delegate sitting in their own convention hall!

And as for those famous community organizers that come to mind….there’s another I have not yet mentioned. One would think that this particular example would have come to mind for someone like Governor Palin before she threw out her insults. But apparently, she’s more concerned with winning an election, or perhaps with winning a war, than she is with this particular movement….

A couple thousand years ago, a carpenter (not a member of the PTA, not a city councilman, not a mayor, not a governor) – a carpenter – began the very necessary work of calling people together for a common cause. He called people to stand up for the widows and the orphans, to feed the hungry, to take care of the sick, to take in the immigrant and treat him as if he were your brother. He was not a warmonger, but rather, an instrument of peace, forgiveness, and reconciliation. He called for people to be good stewards of their money, their time, and the earth’s resources. He denounced the authorities of the day for taking advantage of the poor. He started a movement that continues to spread throughout the entire world, two thousand years later. He started this movement by gathering up a few misfit fishermen and otherwise unpopular citizens from the areas he could cover by foot or boat. Not on a luxury jet. Not in a car. He didn’t start out by recruiting city councilmen, mayors, or governors (although many of those folks claim to be his faithful followers these days). I don’t believe he started with any beauty queens either. He started his movement amongst the poor and the outcast of society – the “ugly” people on the margins. That’s where it began because that’s where the need was – in the community. He organized people to see his great vision – a vision that carries forth love for all of humankind and hope for a greater tomorrow. And slowly, others began to see that vision too. When the status quo became too threatened by this message, he followed his cause to his death. (Something he has in common with a number of history’s other great leaders, whose lives may have lasted “only a season,” but whose leadership and inspiration has reached far beyond a lifetime.) He was an agent of change. He was, in fact, the greatest community organizer of all time…

If Governor Palin has such a difficult time seeing the value of community organizers, perhaps she should read her Bible.

beginnings...

2008-08-25T17:07:00.002-06:00

As I walked into the first day of my new job, I found myself singing this chorus to a song by Chantal Kreviazuk, "Feels Like Home."

It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way the back where I come from
It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me
It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong
It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong

Before I worked for SoonerStart, I worked for Family & Children's Services, and I found myself drawn back to that agency.....for so many reasons. I'm thrilled to be back there, and can't wait to see the opportunities I will have to grow both personally and professionally.

F&CS is an awesome agency in Tulsa that seeks to help all those that need it. It has become known as a premier agency for serving the clients of Tulsa. Did you know that 1 in 6 Tulsa citizens has benefited in some way from F&CS? What a statistic? And, I get the opportunity to go back to that and make a difference....in the lives of a bunch of kids and workers.

I'll be working for the Early Childhood Program department and I can't wait to see all that lies in front of me! I'm thrilled beyond belief at the opportunity, and I've been working on reading some good John C. Maxwell books on Leadership. I'll have my first role as a Supervisor, one in which I'm thrilled and going to do my best to model those excellent supervisor's I've had in the past.

I'll try to take pictures of my new office and cool building when I get there, but I don't know what the next week looks like. I'm along for the ride, and can't wait to get going up the hill!

I'll try to post how things are going for me, but for now, know that I'm thrilled and I feel like I came home when I walked back into that Central Office. It's a great feeling to be wanted, appreciated, and to work for an agency like them, it's an absolute honor!

And, I thought I'd let you know some about their core beliefs, of which I have always felt that I've carried them as a person as well regarding my work habits.

Core Values

Access to Services
We assure rapid access to services and utilize branch locations and co-location with other entities to serve underserved populations.

Recovery-Oriented
We focus on recovery and resiliency, working with our consumers to define and achieve each individual's best possible outcome.

Customer Service
We promote a customer service philosophy of accessible, affordable, convenient and quality services.

Community Needs Responsiveness
We are ready to respond to emerging demographics and community needs.

Professional Training
We promote staff development and training.

Evidence-Based Practices
We research and implement evidence-based practices in all that we do to bridge science to practice.

Compassionate and Confidential
We treat clients with respect and dignity, and uphold privacy and confidentiality.

Strength Based
We build on family and individual personal strengths and increase their capacity to form positive relationships and self-sustaining lives.

Advocacy
We advocate for clients’ needs, mobilize formal and informal resources, and engage in public policy activities.

Diversity
We promote diversity and cultural competencies.

Performance and Quality improvement (PQI)
We ensure a results oriented continuous improvement culture.

Stewardship
We accept the responsibility of the public trust and hold the highest standards of accountability.

Data-Driven
We validate the outcomes and impact of services.

Integrity and Ethics
We adhere to the highest level of professional standards and code of ethics.

Facility Environment
We value attractive facilities, a positive workplace and client-friendly environment.

Partnerships
We value multiple strategic partnerships and collaborations to enhance service effectiveness and efficiency.

Technology
We are committed to a high technology environment to enhance client services and organizational effectiveness.

Stakeholders
We value the unique contributions of our various stakeholders who invest time, talent and financial resources to the agency.

picture time....

2008-08-22T15:32:00.005-06:00

Violet came to visit for a week in August...and we had a ton of fun. My mom entertained her because I couldn't take off of work. However, one of the trips was to Texas to see Kate and Will and Andrew....and I, of course, documented everything by camera. See below. I took a ton, and these are some of my favorites.

And, Violet's a gem..she loves to have her photo taken...and my niece and nephews are the same way. This weekend is was more about Andrew....he's the newbie in town. So, it was his turn! Enjoy!

Stories from my feet...

2008-08-21T15:55:00.006-06:00

I've finally managed to take a little time down to sit and tell you a bit about my trip, with the exception that it's going to be slightly out of order.....the pictures uploaded backwards...and I'm at the library...and for some reason I can't cut and paste them...odd. I'll try to figure it out eventually, but I wanted to get a little caught up on life for you all out there, my fellow friends!

I'll first tell you that I decided to take a picture each day with my feet, and you'll notice that I'm wearing the same shoes in the pictures...yes, I wore those shoes all day every day (except bedtime). They are AWESOME shoes. Chaco's. You should totally check them out. Totally worth it. Totally. As you can tell I went to a waterfall, had to hike an almost mile long trail and I wore the shoes...on slipper ground...and I didn't fall once or hurt myself. I only had one experience of getting attacked by ants. Only one bit me, so I consider myself blessed! :)

To catch you up, I went to Costa Rica with my church, on a mission for Bible School, Construction, and Eye Clinic. It was AWESOME. Beautiful. Inspiring. And, it really helped center me in a new way. Ever since I've returned home from that trip, all things seem to be going well, and I'm certain it's because I've put myself in the right frame, and I've gotten back on track with my life. Good stuff. (More to come later: note to self!)

Friday (FUN DAY)

LaPaz Waterfall Gardens: Stunning. Google it. I can't even describe it. By the way, I took about 800 photo's of my trip. I printed about 500 and put them in albums and I had a great time taking shots. I took my Rebel instead of my 40D because it wasn't worth anything happening to it. I even took the Rebel to the waterfall and would hide it under my shirt and raincoat and pull it out for shots....it was hilarious.

Cold and rainy. There I am!

Saturday (LAST DAY)

This was my last foot picture, and how appropriate and fitting to have the feet of the group....perfect. We were the feet of Christ. The whole purpose of photographing my feet each day. And the second one is of the puppy whom I fell in love with, and if it weren't for a thing called customs, I would have brought him home with me.

Thursday (Last day of Bible School)

My feet with the goodie bags. We gave these to every kid. First day we had about 35 kids and ended the week with almost 100. It was awesome.

And the second photo is Genesis. I'll never forget her smile. She loved to smile. She'd lose in the game and run up to jump in my arms. I couldn't resist taking a ton of pictures of her. I have a series of her blowing bubbles that will forever be a favorite series of mine.

Wednesday (Halfway mark)

The church we worked at the whole week has a pastor and his family, who has a lovely little four year old boy named Jefferson. Jefferson quickly developed a crush on me and was constantly around me. It was fun. This day he brought me flowers, grass, random things from the ground...just to see me. See, the funny thing is that I don't know Spanish (poquito) at all and we'd totally hang together and communicate. It was awesome..and if he didn't know what I was saying, he'd just shrug his shoulders. So, this day I took my feet with his feet...and then it was raining....EVERY DAY IT RAINED. Not kidding. You don't believe me, do you? Seriously. The weather was AWESOME. Cool. Breezy. incredibly perfect in every way. (Driving of the driver on another hand, that's another story!)And, Jefferson is a ham too, so he plays in the rain and liked to smile for me as well. Lots of pictures of him!

Tuesday (Fun Puppet Day)

Another kid picture of Genesis, but if you can tell.....I'm really happy. I loved it there. It was the BEST group I've ever worked with and been a part of. Awesome.

And, Pablo is with my foot. I was Pablo this day....I think it was this day. He was a bird who loved crackers and we did a puppet show in Spanish (on CD)! Ha, I got ya didn't I!

Monday (First Day of Bible School YAHHHHH!!!!)

I was the tall puppet Wordbird....as evident by the striped legs and feet.

The second picture is one of a little boy named Elian. He really struck me. One of those kids that stands out. He wasn't really social. He didn't play with other kids. He didn't really communicate. He would typically be considered to be a challenging kid, but what was sooo amazing was how patient and wonderful is mom was to him. It was awesome and inspiring to see her with him. She was so good, positive and always encouraging him in the appropriate ways. I've never really first hand watching parenting skills in another country, let alone a third world country....but she did remarkably well. I was so proud of her....and I do hope to go back to see the progress he's made....and that's something I pray for....progress for Elian.

I also put two more in here...one of my feet and the picture frames we made. I glued them all together with hot glue! Fun. The most prized craft all week!

And, the last one from today, The kids absolutely love sidewalk chalk. I think it's universal!

Saturday (FLYING DAY TO COSTA RICA)

Boring feet picture, but they were freshly clean!

Sunday (First day to see the country)

A few of my favorites from the first day outside in Costa Rica.

The first picture is of a mango with the sunlight behind it...there were fruit trees everywhere and we had the BEST fruit all week! It was awesome!

Then, my foot and the dog, Tommy. The Methodist Center we stayed at had two five month old lab puppies who were adorable...loved on them everyday and it was awesome.

And the last one was a spider spinning her web with water droplets on it...much cooler in person, but I wanted to try to capture it on camera too.

So, there's a walkthrough....slightly disjointed, well....very much disjointed, but I tried.

I'm glad it's out there so you can see how much fun I had....I've got tons of pictures, but don't want to bore you with all of them!

I've been back..

2008-08-11T21:38:00.002-06:00

But.....you'll NEVER guess all that has happened to me in the last two weeks.

It's been a whirlwind, and wonderful....and I can't wait to fill you in. However, my computer has crashed and I haven't had the time to take it to the shop yet....so I'll be a bit behind on posting....

I came home on the 26th from an amazing trip to Costa Rica, and that place is beautiful. We did wonderful things and I'd love to go back. Here are a few of the pictures I had on my email.....

For a little story about it, click here.
When you get to the church website, go to the link "calendar and newsletter" and then click on "week of 8/10/08!"

I'm Off....

2008-07-19T07:04:00.004-06:00

And, in a few hours...i'm off!

To here:

Alajuela, Costa Rica

I'm so excited...now I better go finished getting ready and get out the door!

See you when I return!

Can

2008-07-17T19:06:00.002-06:00

Do all the good you can,
By all the means you can,
In all the ways you can,
In all the places you can,
At all the times you can,
To all the people you can,
As long as ever you can.

John Wesley

Considering how long I've grown up in the United Methodist Church, I was quite surprised the other day when I came across this quote but didn't recognize it.....yet when I was telling it to my mom, she could recite it to me. Huh. Interesting.

I. LOVE. THIS. QUOTE.

I think it's going to become my life focus...my goal. I want to use it to center myself when I become off focused. Of course, it's just a reference...but I think it's a good motto for life. So, that's it...it's what I'm living by. Along with all my other moral standards, etc......

In honor of that, a picture of feet....a representation to show how I am going to do good....we all start with our feet!

My three favorite little people...

2008-07-14T17:37:00.001-06:00

I haven't been much in the picture taking mood lately.
I'm not sure what my funk is about.....but I'm working on it.
I'm leaving for a wonderful Mission Trip to Costa Rica on Saturday.
I have plans to hit the camera again when I return.
I just love capturing images, and capturing things that are important to me.
I'm thinking about some ideas....
Alphabet in a day (shooting a picture of things starting with A, working by way through Z, all in 1 day)
A color a week...shoot a picture of a color for 7 days...

Who knows what else....oh, and portrait of the unknown person too...
taking pictures of people in my daily life, after getting to know them a little...
just enough to write a little snippit about them, but to work on portraiture at the same time.

Okay, so....life is good. I suppose. I've gota a killer headache tonight.
These three snapshots just make me smile.
Cross that.
These three kids make me smile.
ALL.
THE.
TIME.

Whether it's Will calling to sing me "The Bear Went Over the Mountain".....

Or just gazing into Andrew's eyes.....and I am dying to visit again to hear the new laugh he has....

Or the phone calls from Miss Kate, who just wants to talk...and talks so much like a little adult.

These three kiddo's are my life....and I love them to pieces.
Can't imagine what it was like before they were created.
So glad they are here.....and hoping for them to be in Tulsa soon.
I can't wait to watch them grow up.....and learn all sorts of new things.

Anyway, I'm doing well....but I needed to update a little about life.

I've been contemplating which graduate program to start....thinking about doing the Early Childhood Route...
I've always wanted to be a teacher....and I'm thinking that's the way I want to head.
Oh, to have summers off! ;)

I am leaving on Saturday for a week long trip to Alajuela, Costa Rica for a mission trip.
Can't wait.
Totally excited.
STOKED.

Should be fun, and I'll take a ton of pictures.
However, I'm taking the Rebel, not my new 40D.
Hoping I get some good ones...and plan to take lots of memory to capture the time!

I'll try to post soon when I return.

Love to you all......

And, by the way....if you visit my blog, sign in.
I'd love to know that someone comes here and read it.
I have no idea who reads it...I do know that one person has it saved in their Google
Reader feed...(which by the way is the COOLEST THING EVAH)!!

Bottom line, I want to know if you read this!

I don't know that anyone reads this thing....but I do love writing it.
It's somewhat of my online journal.

Alright, that's it...I'm off for some caffeine...and maybe some chocolate too!

Night.

a difference...

2008-07-01T20:30:00.002-06:00

a year ago today, this little girl walked into my life.....and she changed me forever.
here she is just a few days after arriving.....so innocent, so quiet, so wonderful.
how she would change my life, and the lives of others, i would not know.

i had the joy of taking her to kindergarten....she was a jumping joey.
it was the {most} perfect match for her disposition.
she was a very busy little bee.
she was perfect in that way.
she kept me on my toes allllllllllllllllllll the time.

she loved having her picture taken....and was a gracious model.
if only i had all my photography classes prior to having her in my life.
but, i did manage to get some good memories captured.
the one below was from a wheatfield photoshoot.
it was cowgirl day at daycare....she was so cute....she wore pink cowgirl boots.
(she was mad, wally [the dog] chewed the tops a few months later, but she kept wearing them)

she also had a way of capturing the hearts of others, including my lovely niece and nephew, kate and will.
here they are dancing at the air show in texas.
i think you can see the smile on will's face.
they loved her.
she loved them.
she just wasn't as fond about talking on the phone....to anyone, that is.

i could go on and on....and i wanted to post lots of pictures.... i think i might try to find one more...
but if i don't, here's the few i grabbed off of picasa.
anyhow, a year ago today.....
she stepped into my heart for 9 months...she's been gone a little more than 3 months.
i miss her. i'm doing better.
each day it gets better.
i know she's happy. she's with a new family.
she's loved.
that's what matters.
i know i made a difference.
she changed my life.
i know i changed hers.

forever.

The best drink for a sore throat...

2008-06-26T14:48:00.003-06:00

Tazo® Chai Tea Latte

A spicy drink of black tea infused with cardamom, cinnamon, black pepper and star anise added to freshly steamed milk.

So yeah, I have no voice......I have bronchitis and have no voice. Which, if you know me...you know is difficult for me! I've been sick for about a week and have taken over the counter medication for some time and thought I would get better, but instead was getting worse. I kept working and working hard....because I do that. All my coworkers (and friends) kept telling me to go home and go to the doctor....but I didn't listen. To no avail, I am now at home, sicker than a sad puppy. I sound awful, I feel awful, and I hope I start feeling better soon. The doctor said it might take longer to get better because this was a bad case of it.

I'm taking my medicine and resting today....watching television, napping, and surfing the internet! I've got a meeting all day tomorrow at a person's home...so hopefully I'll feel better enough to go there...and then Saturday is a big day for me..I'm moving! Yeah, good thing I hired movers. I'd really be sick then!

So, to the picture...I've never had a Chai Tea Latte, but I got one last night when I was waiting for my quick antibiotic....and it was the BEST drink ever! I loved it!

Cheers!

8 Words

2008-06-16T19:35:00.002-06:00

It seems that I have been affected in a unique way by the passing of Tim Russert.
I'm not sure what it was....but it really hit me hard. I'm not sure what it was, but there were so many things about him. He was an inspiration to so many, he was a voice in politics, a faithful father and son, and a good person. It doesn't seem that the world has too many of these around, or else sometimes they seem hard to find.

My heart was sad for his family, for their loss, but I know that he has touched many lives.

I watched the Meet The Press special on Sunday morning with my dad, and by the end we were both in tears. I'm glad I had that time with my dad...to honor my father by being with him, by listening about Tim's legacy, and thinking about how we all affect each other.

I loved hearing his stories and the memories of Tim....but the words that resound in my heart today......and that I think we should all follow:

WORK HARD, LAUGH OFTEN, AND KEEP YOUR HONOR!

little gray cloud

2008-06-06T20:30:00.003-06:00

Ever feel like this......

I do!

So, here's the short story...my car window was busted out while parked in the parking lot at noon on Thursday at work. INSANE. It feels like the little gray cloud is following me everywhere....and the shattered window is symbolic to how I feel inside...shattered. Just a little out of sync...something's not right...not feeling it...with everything. Too much to go into and can't really do that here. Anyhow....this isn't my actual window, but one that represents what mine looks like...and for the record...it got fixed that day, thank the Lord! (For the record, it cost as much as my windshield that was new a month ago from hail busting it out!)

LOVELY!

"I can't stop loving you."

2008-05-27T13:49:00.003-06:00

Guess who I saw in Kansas? Guess who? That's right, little Miss Violet. And, the title of this post....well, that's the phrase I heard over and over this weekend.
Along with some other ones that just made my heart melt....but all in all we had a great time.

My mom and I traveled to Wichita to spend Memorial Day weekend with her. She actually stayed with us in the hotel for two nights and spend all the time with us. We went to her church on Sunday morning and evening, and I've had enough church to last me a whole month. They go to a Pentecostal church, of which I've never been to before, but it was an experience in and of itself.

We swam a lot, and we had a great time. She loved jumping on the bed...I'll do a post of just her jumping...they aren't the best quality images, but it tells you how much fun she is and how much fun we had!

In the above pictures, we played with the timer to get some shots of us together...it was fun. And, I had forgotten how much fun she had being in pictures...needless to say, I got a lot of good practice.

We took her to Chuck E Cheese the morning before we left.. (Monday)....and she won some cool prizes, blue clips with braids for her hair and this lovely mask you see above too!

And, she had fun at the pool, talking on the phone. She was a happy kid. I couldn't have asked for a better weekend!

She reminded me of lots of things...and one was really cool. She reminded me that "you know that one time, Emmy, that one time I squeezed you so hard....I just had a feeling...and I didn't want to let you go!"

So, she's adjusting well, and her new family are trying their hardest to make things wonderful for her. It was really hard leaving, and I just hope I'm always doing the right thing. The right thing for her, not for me. Hoping and praying for her to adjust and have a wonderful, safe, and fun filled life.

And, she grew like three inches too...and her hair is growing out also....a beautiful girl!

my little monkey..

2008-05-26T20:00:00.000-06:00

This is a set of images of her enjoying being a monkey...jumping on the bed. She picked this dress out for Sunday, and I'm glad she did...it was one of the first dresses I bought when I was planning on being a foster mom. I was hoping I would get the chance to use it...and I think she looks so sweet and innocent in it. Perfect for her.

She was jumping on the bed after swimming on Sunday afternoon....and she was chewing blue gum too!

canonball

2008-05-25T20:00:00.000-06:00

Little Miss Canonball herself....

She always jumps in to life full of laughter...

Fun times in the pool!

More fun times.....

She loved the pool...and I don't think she had been swimming since she was here.

arizona sunshine...

2008-05-20T14:52:00.001-06:00

I went to Arizona to visit a dear friend of mine....to see her little girl have her 1st Birthday Party and to be baptized....and I had a great time. Ashley and Chris just moved to Phoenix this past January and have adjusted nicely to it. Ashley is in heaven with the heat, and I, on the other hand, complained at how hot it was. For the record it was 110 degrees on Monday when I flew home...and then 92 in Tulsa seemed nice. However, there is humidity here and there is absolutely no humidity in Arizona.

Anyhow, we had a great time. We went to Lookout Mountain to see the city from up above, had Sprinkles cupcakes, went to a few malls, saw Old Scottsdale, and had a great time. Here are a few of my favorite shots from the weekend....and I'll try to put the sunset up there soon too.

Lovin' the cupcakes....

The pretty cactus flower in bloom....

And a profile shot of Emma that I loved...

And here she is exploring the flowers on the ground...I love this one for some reason...

Happy Birthday Katharine Ella!

2008-05-03T20:51:00.002-06:00

I can't believe she turned 4.....

Just a few of the shots...

a simple message...

2008-05-03T20:35:00.000-06:00

Junkyard Finds....

2008-04-27T19:19:00.001-06:00

I love them......we had so much fun today. I went out with Sarah, our Digital 2 Instructor Zane and his buddy Jason. So much fun. So much fun.

A Toast....

2008-04-23T23:01:00.003-06:00

A dear friend turned 30 today...and made some pretty insightful observations....so much that I want to repost it because I think it's awesome.... so, click here to see Chrissa's list. And, she's the link on the right "Sunshine by CK" too....check her out. She's an amazing friend, an incredible thinker, an artist of uniqueness, and a beautiful soul....Happy Birthday CK.

First Ever Family Session....

2008-04-20T19:40:00.000-06:00

A friend of mine asked for me to take family pictures for her.....and I happily agreed to do so. She offered to pay me to do it and I told her "no way" because I can't guarantee anything. I had such a great time with this family, and learned a lot. It was fun using my new camera and getting to learn about doing a session and how to make it best work. Here are four straight out of the camera images. I haven't quite figured out RAW and photoshop yet, so I'm just posting the ones I liked as is. I think I took a total of 200 pictures and probably had 40-50 good ones. I hope they enjoy them....they haven't had a family picture taken since their youngest was a baby.

After much ado, here's my first work.....still have lots to learn.

Little miss three year old and proud....

They love each other...

Family Stroll

The End....

one

2008-04-18T20:24:00.002-06:00

I copied this from a friend's blog. I am feeling like I can do this, so I'm going to. It's kinda tricky. You can only use one-word answers. Here's mine...

1. Where is your cell phone? Floor

2. Your significant other? Nonexistant

3. Your hair? Dirty

4. Your mother? Loving

5. Your father? Sensitive

6. Your favorite thing? DietDrPepper

7. Your dream last night? Nada

8. Your favorite drink? Margarita

9. Your dream/goal? Family

10. The room you're in? Living Room

11. A hobby? Photography

12. Your fear? Alone

13. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Parent

14. Where were you last night? Mom's

15. What you're not? Short

16. Muffins? Chocolate

17. One of your wish list items? Justboughtit (40D)

18. Where you grew up? Enid

19. The last thing you did? Work

20. What are you wearing? Pajamas

21. Your TV? Paula Deen

22. Your pets? WallyandZoe

23. Your computer? HP

24. Your life? Chaotic

25. Your mood? Stressed

26. Missing someone? Violet

27. Your car? Honda

28. Something you're not wearing? Dress

29. Favorite store? Amazon

30. Your summer? CostaRica

31. Love someone? Family

32.Your favorite color? Red

33. When is the last time you laughed? Meeting

34. Last time you cried? Today

35. Who do you want to tag? Chrissa

sometimes...

2008-04-17T19:49:00.003-06:00

Sometimes it feels like nothing goes well. This week has been that way for me. You name it, it went wrong. Every day something wasn't right. Every day something could have been done differently. I thought today was going to be better, but as the day went on I felt more and more stressed and then culminated with a phone conversation with the new home where my old foster child is placed. It just ended poorly.

Work's crazy. Things are changing. Big time. I'm up for it, but it will be a challenge. However, on the bright side of things I got lucky enough to be assigned a cool little tablet laptop for work! That was a good thing (the sunshine for me today.)

Little one misses me. Each time we talk she wants to know when she gets to move back with me and why can't I just adopt her. That kills me. It crushes my spirit. It's so hard to hear. She's counting down the days until we get to see each other. I miss her. I miss her a lot. It's tough. I never even thought it would hit me THIS hard.
Hopefully, with time, things will get better. But, I'm still pretty tearful and tonight was one of those nights I just really missed having her around.

So, the BEST part of my week is this

I made a huge decision and bought a new camera. I can't wait to get it out and experiment with it this weekend. It should be a fun time and I'm looking forward to it a lot. Like I said, this week's been crazy. I've been doing stuff each night and taking it easy...but Saturday is the day I'm starting to play around with it. And, Sunday, I'm going to try to shoot some pictures for a friend and her family at Woodward Park. I hope I get at least 1 good family picture for them....they haven't had one since their youngest was born (4 years ago!)

Anyhow, I'm doing alright...I'll be okay, but I'm just on the bummed side of life right now. Please tell me this road of chaos will get better soon.

me...

2008-04-09T20:07:00.001-06:00

Ok...so because it's my blog....I'm putting more pictures up of me. I know, it's kind of weird. However, it's Aunt Emily's adventures...and I'm Aunt Emily. Since I don't have other people to post about all the time, I figured I'd just show you some fav shots Sarah took of me yesterday in downtown! I (heart) them!

Bend and Snap

2008-04-09T18:31:00.000-06:00

To get some of my favorite shots of Sarah, in the below post, I had to stradle myself between two trains up high to capture the image I had imagined. It worked, but it was a feat in itself. Sarah then took my camera and turned the lens on me...funny Emily. The one of my close-up facial expression is me impersonating the lady from Legally Blonde "Bend, and Snap"! It was hilarious..which is why I was smiling so big...because I was laughing. And, if you know me...I laugh a lot!

Here's a few of me to see what we did today! Fun times!

so much fun

2008-04-09T18:26:00.000-06:00

i just love taking pictures. i just love it. totally do.

here's some of my favorites from my lunch hour today!

it helps that my model is beautiful too.

and, i hope it's not illegal to play around trains, because we did today!